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This post is my complete list of Push recs, organized by ship or ship combo (and then by author). (For Push recs organized by time in canon & wordcount instead, go here.) Fics here are from LJ as well as AO3 and Fanfiction.net, and I welcome links to Push fics found on other sites, if you should know of any.

I have included my own fics in this post. I have marked some as favorites (because I do re-read them from time to time!), and others I have not. None of them are marked as exceptionally well-written because I couldn't objectively evaluate my own work that way, even when I particularly like the way I wrote something.

Guide to icons used:
Fics I tagged as favorites: favorite
Fics I thought were exceptionally well-written: exceptionally well-written
WIPs: WIP
(Icons come from the Icon pack by Icons8.)

As always with my db-generated lists, ratings are all converted to a single system for convenience:
Fanfiction.net - G through R
AO3 - PG through X (though the occasional child-friendly fic I mark G)
anything without a rating (AO3 or other site) - Unrated


Please note that with the original author summaries included, some summaries may contain explicit or other adult language.

I have tried not to spoil readers too much.
Most of the fics in this list are given with no information beyond author, title, rating, word count, major ships, and the summary the author gave it.
However, my database does store information on themes, which cover everything from grammatical things like tense & person (I mark for present tense, first person, second person, and direct address), to format (poetry, songfic, 5+1, etc.), trope (fake couple, stranded together, etc.), general feel (angst, fluff, etc.), fic ending (positive, sad/unhappy, mixed/ambivalent, etc.), and warnings (major character death, non-con, violence/wounds, etc.).
If you would like to see the themes for the recs from any of the lists below, please comment and let me know so I can reply with that information. It is very simple to generate the recs for a large list of fics in such a way that all of the themes are listed.
If you would rather just have a list with certain themes excluded, please also comment to let me know which one(s). You can find the full list of themes here, titled Fanfic Themes.


The fics below are all organized by major ship(s). If there are any minor/background ships you want to avoid, please leave a comment and ask for a list to be made for you. Note that ships may refer to one-sided or unrequited ones as well as to requited/mutual.

Cassie Holmes & Kira Hudson, Cassie Holmes/OFC, Cassie Holmes/OMC, Nick Gant & Cassie Holmes, Nick Gant/Cassie Holmes, Nick Gant/Kira Hudson

victoria_p (musesfool) - filled this cup with days and shadows, 4714 words, PG-13
Cassie hates all these feelings that make her skin feel too tight and her chest ache constantly, and she especially hates that all of them are a thousand times worse when Nick is around.


Cassie Holmes/Kira Hudson, Nick Gant & Cassie Holmes, Nick Gant/Cassie Holmes, Nick Gant/Cassie Holmes/Kira Hudson, Nick Gant/Kira Hudson

Alixtii - Blue Waltz (Absolut Remix), 2796 words, Unrated
Whether Cassie needs the alcohol to help her to see more clearly or to erase the pain of what she's already seen, she's not quite sure. Both. Neither.


Cassie Holmes/Kira Hudson, Nick Gant/Cassie Holmes, Nick Gant/Cassie Holmes/Kira Hudson, Nick Gant/Kira Hudson

Alixtii - Indigo Waltz (A Study in Denim Remix), 750 words, Unrated
Cassie begins to draw, the rough outline of a woman in a blue dress, the caption above her, KIRA. "Today's the day."

aphrodite_mine - Blue Waltz, 507 words, Unrated
Post movie; Nick/Cassie/Kira.


Cassie Holmes/Kira Hudson, Nick Gant/Cassie Holmes/Kira Hudson

Alixtii - Violet Waltz (Here Comes the Wedding March), 2376 words, Unrated
High-school freshman Kathy Housermann receives a recorded phone call from herself, and she finds out that nothing is as it seems--not even herself.


Cassie Holmes/OFC, Nick Gant/Cassie Holmes

Eustacia Vye (eustaciavye) - Watching For Possibilities, 2444 words, PG-13
Cassie hadn't been a child in a very long time. Nick tried to ignore that fact before, but now that was too hard to do.

favorite lucylooo - A Girl Like Her, 2193 words, PG-13
"I treat you like you're twelve years old because if I treated you any other way I'd get arrested."


Cassie Holmes/OMC, Nick Gant/Cassie Holmes

Mus4u - Missed Opportunity, 633 words, PG-13
Two unrelated drabbles written for comment fic. slight Nick/Cassie

Winter Ashby - Rebellion, 1200 words, R
It was just a rebellion, just a boy, who might have reminded her of Nick, if it wasn't for the Asian, and the younger, and the nothing-like-him thing. [Nick & Cassie] ish


Cassie's mom/OFC, Nick Gant/Cassie Holmes

jaegermighty / jeffgoldblumvevo - Reunion Song, 4752 words, PG-13
Cassie’s been with her mother for two weeks when she has the first vision of him.


Emily Hu/OFC

amaresu - Five Moments in the Life of Emily Hu, 1243 words, PG
Five moments in the life of Emily Hu that changed her forever.


Kira Hudson/Pop Girl

Eustacia Vye (eustaciavye) - Collision Course, 3600 words, R
A girl with no memory. A girl with hazy memories. Neither really belonging, but knowing that they had to pretend to fit in to survive. Maybe it wouldn't end badly. Maybe.


Nick Gant & Cassie Holmes

alianora - The Smallest of Things, 1276 words, PG-13
When he comes back to wherever they're living at the time, she's generally sprawled out over the sagging couch with her legs in ripped tights tossed over the arm rest and her markers all over the place. When he's there with her at their current little crap hole of a hotel, she's constantly talking, shoving her drawings in his face, and leaving the bathtub tile splashed with weird colors from her experiments with hair dye. When he takes off for a while, she's yelling after him to pick her up something to eat and for god's sake, Nick, duck when the lady with the fish smiles or don't turn left after dinner, dumb ass.

amaresu - We have a chance to find the sunshine, 1119 words, PG
Division isn't chasing them, but there are still issues to deal with.

CallMeBombshell - hold me up, baby, and I won't let you down, 695 words, PG
Before Nick, she'd never understood how lonely it was the be the ghost, the girl just drifting from place to place, never seen, never heard, never remarked on or remembered. Before Nick, she hadn't understood that strange feeling in the pit of her stomach, the feeling that she'd forgotten something, or was forgetting, or would forget.

didreams - The Hug, 459 words, G
The moment when Nick and Cassie finally embrace.

favorite Doranwen - At the Beginning, 3584 words, PG-13
It's the first day of the rest of their lives. Cassie and Nick deal with things in the aftermath of the film's events.

favorite Doranwen - everything I didn't know I need, 3253 words, PG-13
For the first time in years, Cassie found herself living in a home.

favorite Doranwen - Keeping Watch, 500 words, PG-13
He'd have to credit Cassie with saving his life again, Nick realizes.

favorite Doranwen - the last word, 500 words, PG-13
Cassie thinks she and Nick need to renegotiate a few details about their partnership.

favorite Doranwen - unintended consequences, 300 words, PG-13
Cassie hasn't completely figured out how to do this partnership thing yet. Alternate scene from At the Beginning.

Eustacia Vye (eustaciavye) - Layer Cake, 784 words, PG
Today Cassie turns fifteen years old, and she has never had a birthday party. Nick plans to change that.

favorite Eustacia Vye (eustaciavye) - Same As The Day Before, 775 words, PG
Cassie takes care of Nick far too often for her liking.

favorite Eustacia Vye (eustaciavye) - The Devil In The Details, 8615 words, PG-13
The plan was to take down a Division facility in Singapore. Why do plans never go smooth?

havocthecat - High Priestess, 1107 words, PG
The High Priestess card signifies intuition, wisdom, and secret knowledge. Something remains yet to be revealed, but patience is needed. Hidden influences affect your life, and intuitive insight is required for a solution. The High Priestess card can also signify Cassie Holmes. If it's drawn in bright neon markers.

Jamie552 - On That Night, 1568 words, PG-13
They figured that since their parents had worked so hard to bring them together, they might as well make them part of it all. One-shot.

favorite Jamie552 - Their Routine, 1689 words, PG-13
With their future as uncertain as it was, merely surviving was all they could do. OneShot.

kittydesade - Fooled Hearts, 1138 words, PG-13

WIP lazuli_writes - Four Grey Walls, 1621 words, Unrated

lily_zen - Storm, 1704 words, R
Cassie returns home from a date one evening subdued. Cassie's never subdued; Nick worries, and resolves to find out why. Warning: there is non-consensual sex mentioned in this fic; however, it occurs off-page.

loveparade - The Heist, 3247 words, R
Takes place approximately five years after the events of the film.

Lucifer's Garden - Best Laid Plans, 2027 words, PG
Cassie is convinced that Nick is going to leave her, and on her birthday no less! Nick, of course, disagrees. Nick/Cassie friendship, one-shot.

favorite exceptionally well-written maharetr - ...and that has made all the difference, 4397 words, PG
Nick steps through the door, and he’s pretty sure he’s made a mistake; ... then he looks down at Cassie, and he’s sure he’s made a mistake: she’s looking around with glee, bug-eyed and like she’s died and gone to color heaven.

favorite Oh-Finders-Keepers - Tiger, 1609 words, PG
He's not going to sit there and watch her die. Under it all she's just a frightened little 13 year old girl.

favorite plingo_kat - Everything is Not, 617 words, Unrated
The easy thing to forget in this life is that your talent doesn’t define you.

favorite schweinsty - Home Sweet Home, 993 words, Unrated
It's hard to know where your home is when you're on the run.

favorite exceptionally well-written shallowness - O Tannenbaum, 415 words, PG
It's winter, some time after the events of the movie, somewhere in the northern hemisphere

favorite smaragdbird - Fragile World, 1183 words, PG
Cassie can't fall sleep, too scared to miss a vision that might tell her how to move on with a plan that is both hers and not hers at all. Nick can't stay asleep, plagued by nightmares. He has always run from his problems right until a girl gave him a flower.

Stratagem - Liquor, 902 words, PG-13
In which Cassie gets drunk and rants about Kira while Nick attempts to take care of her.

tigriswolf / wild wolf free17 - the birds take back their language, 361 words, PG

wallfl0w3r - Cut, 620 words, G
Just a short *first* story. Cassie has a nightmare, Nick comforts her - pretty straightforward. Thought I'd try something new, I've never written one before! Please, please review, it would mean so much - even if its criticism it all helps.

favorite _touched - She Lets Go, 362 words, PG
They're both tired and yet, they know they still have a long way to go before they can even begin to think about slowing down long enough to catch their own breaths and realize just exactly how much they've had to give up and leave behind them.


Nick Gant & Cassie Holmes, Nick Gant/Cassie Holmes

amberpire - Blue, 2570 words, PG-13
She feels his heart beat against her lips and she knows he's all she really has. ;Nick/Cassie; Oneshot. Set four years after Push.

favorite Doranwen - Five Ways Nick Didn't Meet Cassie and One Way He Did, 1836 words, PG-13
In every universe, Nick Gant is destined to meet Cassie Holmes.

ishie - And Then You Run, 4293 words, Unrated
All Cassie had was a bland new suburban wardrobe and matching hairstyle.

exceptionally well-written ishie - Open Up the Door and Let Me In, 6958 words, PG-13
Nick didn't bother asking how they'd tracked him down.

peacefulsands - Protection, 420 words, PG-13
When he shields her with his power, she's safe behind an iridescent umbrella, and she has the confidence in the world that it will hold the rain at bay.

Prix / failsafe - count to zero, i just want to be, 5533 words, PG-13
Cassie takes steps toward realizing what will finally end it.

favorite RaeRaeC / shoesatplaces - Tradition, 404 words, PG
Cassie and Nick have a tradition. Nick POV. One Shot. One contextual use of the F-word, for anyone who's worried about that.

WIP southern cross - Buttery Goodness, 5412 words, PG-13
A day is planned and revelations are made over bowls of buttery goodness.

tigriswolf / wild wolf free17 - Division files, 1023 words, PG
Unconnected drabbles, gen


Nick Gant & Cassie Holmes, Nick Gant/Cassie Holmes, Nick Gant/Kira Hudson

WIP JustAGirl24 - The Same New Story, 5032 words, PG-13
Then the old story became a new story, and it all happened without him even realizing it. N/C down the road, not sure when.

favorite ohladybegood - love, love to ease my mind, 11970 words, R
Nick and Cassie are on the run for four years before the real war begins. Things are bound to get ... complicated.


Nick Gant & Cassie Holmes, Nick Gant/Kira Hudson

WIP amare - The Future Didn't Look Like This, 10964 words, R
Years of running from Division has Nick and Cassie on a knife's edge. It only takes a push to tip them over it.

brinn - ROY G. BIV, 2057 words, PG-13
rainbow: an arc of spectral colors, as produced by a prism or by iridescence. (nick, cassie, post-movie) adult language

favorite Doranwen - keep moving to be stable, 2474 words, PG-13
Cassie is reminded that many things in life are only temporary. The experience is less than pleasant, as usual.

lucylooo - Third Sight, 1004 words, PG-13
If he could believe in the crappy cartoon drawings in her book and the look on her face, then that was more than enough.

WIP soiheard - The Edge, 3040 words, PG-13
Cassie finds she can see the future a lot more clearly through the bottom of a bottle. Takes place approx. 6 months after the movie.

WIP thewordsmith13 - While the city sleeps, 2906 words, PG-13
A series of related on shots surrounding the characters from the movie. We follow the characters as they deal with division, their own abilities, and each other.


Nick Gant/Cassie Holmes

2pennies - Beginning, 1246 words, PG
NickCassie. She drew him a picture. It wasn't something she Saw.

2pennies - Watcher and Mover, 988 words, PG
NickCassie. He wishes he was the Watcher, and she was the Mover.

alexcat - As Long As We're Together, 2349 words, X
Nick looks at Cassie's book and is shocked by what he sees.

alexcat - Doodling Around, 500 words, PG-13
Nick is dying to see what Cassie is drawing.

favorite allyndra - Future Imperfect, 3132 words, X
Cassie sees the future, but she doesn’t always know what it means until it comes to pass.

favorite allyndra - The Difference Between Retrieval and Recovery, 4776 words, PG-13
Cassie’s been held in the Division labs for the last three years, and Nick has never given up on getting her back. It takes a lot of help to finally get her out.

favorite alwaysenduphere - we shoot the scene again and again, 1248 words, R
You go looking into the future you saw last night, rewinding and slow-mo'ing the details so that everything can continue according to plan, when it flashes by, just a small glimpse. It's the worst birthday present you've ever received. You can't bring a child up in this world. You won't.

favorite anenko - Sweet Deal, 1086 words, PG-13
Cassie didn't see this coming.

anenko - Timeframe, 372 words, R
There were things a thirteen year old girl could get away with that a grown woman couldn't. Porn Battle prompt: skirt, time.

exceptionally well-written Anonymous - eye on the big picture (picture keeps getting bigger), 800 words, PG-13
Cassie sees lots of things. Not everything.

atlimbo / captandor - and somewhere a baby is crying, 427 words, R
Normally she sleeps like the dead.

audrey1nd - Art Lessons, 2097 words, PG-13
"You want to draw me like one of your French girls?" In which Cassie finally gets Nick to teach her how to drive.

favorite Brevanna03 - Wanting, Waiting, Yours For The Taking, 908 words, PG-13
Three years on the run, six months sleeping together, they are far too lost in each other to separate now.

BridgetMcKennitt - The Heart Comprehends All Foreseeable Futures, 3269 words, PG-13
"Happy twenty-first birthday, Cassie. Did you ever think you'd see the day?"

brite_city - Drawing a Scene, 326 words, G
Cassie's drawing a scene.

favorite Burningchaos - Stillness is on the Move, 658 words, PG-13
Cassie sees everything at once - she knows the beginning and the end, it is getting there that is a journey.

favorite Calie1 - No Regrets, 2925 words, R
About five years after the movie. Leaving him had been her only choice.

cealchylle - Circumstance, 2538 words, PG-13
5 kisses in 5 rooms: the evolution of Nick and Cassie's relationship.

Collier World - Moving On, 1290 words, PG
Nick/Cassie. The big twists in their lives and the ones that bring them both together. Oneshot.

Cozy_coffee - [Gentle] Hope, 320 words, PG
A fill for the comment_fic prompt; Push, Nick Gant + Cassie Holmes, Nick gives the best, warm hugs

Cozy_coffee - [Honest] Best Friend, 325 words, PG
A fill for the comment_fic prompt; Push, Nick Gant + Cassie Holmes, Nick makes sure to celebrate her birthdays, even when they’re broke and on the run

danaste - A Future Worth Fighing For, 1129 words, R
Cassie does what she must.

favorite dancinbutterfly - Somewhere Beyond the Sea, 2976 words, PG-13
Cassie's visions tell her she has to leave the only person she has left or lose him forever.

Dazzledfirestar - Surprise, 1619 words, R
Cassie finally understands what her mother meant when she told her that some things weren't meant to be seen ahead of time.

deskat_rich - Before You Lay My Body in the Cold Ground, 3437 words, R
He Moves and she Watches, or maybe it's the other way around.

Devilc - I Guess What I'm Trying to Say Is I Need the Deep End, 2203 words, R
In which all sorts of boundaries are crossed ... but the die is not cast.

echo_grace - Rebel(s) Rebel, 3278 words, R
Choices have consequences. This barely registers as a skirmish in Division's eyes, but it's the beginning of their end . . . maybe.

Eustacia Vye (eustaciavye) - Being Ready, 2630 words, X
It's Cassie's eighteenth birthday.

Eustacia Vye (eustaciavye) - Feeling Like Captain America, 2425 words, X
Nick and Cassie were on the run from Division for years, and got close in that time. They've learned to take advantage of any downtime they could get.

Eustacia Vye (eustaciavye) - Kiss The Girl, 227 words, PG
Some things are worth waiting for.

Eustacia Vye (eustaciavye) - Perfect Vision, 2845 words, X
Visions never came with timestamps. If it had, maybe Cassie would have been more prepared for it to happen.

favorite Eustacia Vye (eustaciavye) - Shifting Destination, 7172 words, R
It was six years from the last time Nick had seen Cassie. This was the closest either had come to taking down Division, and they needed each other to make it work.

Eustacia Vye (eustaciavye) - The Life We Lead, 2261 words, R
She belonged in a more normal world. She belonged with real houses and real people and a real future. Staying with him would do nothing good for her. He would have to drive her away, even if it killed him. (post-movie)

Eustacia Vye (eustaciavye) - Time Enough To Meet Again, 315 words, X
Battle Prompt: sweet

favorite Eustacia Vye (eustaciavye) - Unknown Constellations, 22865 words, R
Nick was snatched up by Division, and Cassie finally Sees where he is. This sets into motion a whole chain of events she didn't See in the first place...

Eustacia Vye (eustaciavye) - What Will Be, 745 words, R
Cassie knows this won't go anywhere right now. She's seventeen and Nick is older than she is. But she knows what will be, and she can wait.

fleurting - rusted brandy (in a diamond glass), 517 words, R
She's seventeen when she shows up on his doorstep.

favorite Frostfire - Kick at the Darkness, 14754 words, R
Cassie and Nick go on a Division-sponsored road trip. Cassie kicks at a few things.

GotTheSilver - Deuces Still Wild, 6160 words, X
Nick's used to gambling, it's his way of life. Cassie's still the one thing he won't gamble on, for fear of losing it all. * “Six years,” Cassie says, dropping the flower on Nick’s chest. “To the day.” Nick sighs, hand coming up to pick up the flower, turning it in his fingers. “I’m sorry,” he says, avoiding Cassie’s eyes. “What for?” “I fucked up.” Cassie clambers onto the bed, sitting with her back against the headboard, long, bare legs stretched out alongside Nick, her knee bumping against his hip. “You always fuck up,” Cassie says. “It’s not news.”

hellabaloo - A Tap at the Pane, 1354 words, PG
Two years, five months, and a handful of weeks after Hong Kong, Nick and Cassie rescued Elizabeth and exposed Division. It's in everyone's interest that they go their separate ways. At least that's what Nick keeps trying to tell himself

favorite hiddencait / Hidden Relevance - Five Ways We're Not Like Other Couples, 1464 words, PG-13
...And One Way We're Totally Normal. Cassie/Nick

favorite hiddencait / Hidden Relevance - Let Loose That Light, 10833 words, PG-13
6 months ago, Nick and Cassie finally attempted the rescue of Cassie's mother, Anna. That attempt went very wrong, and Cassie's been in Division hands ever sense. Now, with the help of some of the allies they've gained over the past 5 years, Nick is determined to get his lover back and to complete what they set out to do in the first place - get her mother free as well.

hopefulgenius - but that means memories, 648 words, Unrated

favorite hopefulgenius - i'm finding that all, 1075 words, Unrated

innie - Eating a Peach, 1896 words, X
She never does let herself buy hair dye of that particular blue.

Iri168 - Inexplicable, 657 words, G
His eyes are dark and dangerous. She stares back defiantly, trying to pretend she isn't already desperately lost. Her body is moving without her permission, Moving, until she's away from the pillows and in his arms. CassieXNick, oneshot. Review!

favorite Iri168 - Succumb, 1523 words, PG-13
Just a fluffly little oneshot, Nick and Cassie centric cos they're my favorites. Nick's a bit conflicted. Cassie is anything but. Rate and review!

issuegirls - Methods of Persuasion, 965 words, R
Before she can so much as squeak, he flips her over onto her back and pins her to the bed. It’s exactly where she wants to be...

jaegermighty / jeffgoldblumvevo - Foresight, 5443 words, R
Cassie gets taken. Nick blows a lot of shit up.

jm_serendipitous - Mirror, 423 words, PG
Different is the right word for you

jm_serendipitous - Secrets of a Moving Object, 387 words, PG
She's in the mood for story-telling. That much is obvious.

Lady Azura - Haze, 2620 words, R
She couldn’t really make heads or tails of them, and didn’t know whether they were merely dreams or visions. Nick x Cassie.

Lady Azura - On the Run, 1083 words, R
They were always running. Nick/Cassie.

Liberty Roth - It Looks Better on Me, 1434 words, PG-13
“You’re wearing my shirt,” he managed to get out. It was his, he was sure of it. He recognized the faded logo, the stretched out collar that revealed her collarbones and shoulders. Nick/Cassie.

lily_zen - The Ocean Is Home to Sirens, 9874 words, X
After the events of All Water Leads to the Ocean, Nick tries to formulate his plan to seduce Cassie, but finds himself stymied.

favorite Lizzen - you're all that i can see, 3074 words, R
Division's kidnapped Nick and even post-rescue, it is a long road to rescuing the damsel in distress

exceptionally well-written loveparade - Almost a Whisper, 1922 words, Unrated
An AU in which Nick and Cassie are homicide detectives.

favorite lucylooo - Lessons, 1668 words, PG-13
"You could get help, you know." "I'm too old for training wheels."

Lunatic Silver / girlsarewolves - Future Flashes Green, 472 words, PG-13
She isn't jealous. She's merely seeing green. Set during the movie, one-sided Cassie/Nick.

Medie - Blind Spot, 1176 words, PG-13
Watchers don't always see everything - they can be surprised too

Medie - Spoilers, 1768 words, X
I've had visions of Nick Gant fucking me through the floor (or wall, or bed, or the hood of a 1992 Toyota Corolla) since before I knew what fucking was

mercurybard - and i begin to fade, 808 words, PG
This, she supposes, is what being dead is really about--being numb.

mercurybard - Art House Flicks, 200 words, PG
Nick can only sleep surrounded by noise.

mercurybard - cheap; willing, 100 words, PG
Her vision was still incomplete

favorite exceptionally well-written mercurybard - i had a nightmare here, 100 words, PG
The problems of being a Watcher lie in the tenses.

favorite mercurybard - It's Not Enough to Drown Me, 325 words, PG
There are visions that never make it into Cassie’s book.

MichaellaLoe - The Price of Freedom, 4371 words, PG-13
Takes place right after Push. What I hated the most was how much damage was caused, and we weren’t even halfway there. I thought when we had retrieved the Division’s stupid needle we’d be on our way to freedom. I was wrong. Nick/Cassie-ish.

favorite Minim Calibre (minim_calibre) - Reset/Rewind, 3573 words, X
"She's waiting outside his apartment, leaning back against the rusted metal railing, when he opens his door to go check the mail. "

misura - Visual Cues, 384 words, PG-13
Nick stared at the drawing and frowned. "Are those breasts?"

favorite moriann - The bigger picture, 1038 words, Unrated
When you keep seeing the world in small snapshots of the future, it's sometimes difficult to notice the bigger picture.

Muir_Wolf - my heart knows me better than i know myself, 1908 words, PG-13
But Nick's her best friend and her roommate and the only one she's ever counted on to have her back. He teases her about her hair and scolds her when she comes home drunk and somehow he's given her a home, even when they've moved month to month and sometimes week to week, even when the only four walls she's ever had are him, him, him.

Mynuet - Inevitable, 2069 words, X
Nick struggles with what he wants.

favorite Nalana (nightswhisper) - All That Glitters, 1778 words, R
When he finds her again, she's not where he expected; in a place he never wanted her to be.

nickeldime17 - The Future on Your Skin, 2071 words, PG-13
Cassie shrugs, her blonde hair, with it streaks of pink and purple, blue and green, red and orange and every color in between, skitters over her slim shoulders. “You don’t call or write...you could make a girl think you didn’t care.” Her voice is flippant

noblealice - we bleed and fight for you, 1942 words, PG-13
or Five Times Cassie Sees Nick with a Baby plus one time Nick sees Cassie with a Baby

Not From Stars (Shadowcat) - Of Wanting And Misunderstanding, 2096 words, Unrated
It's been almost five years since Hong Kong and Cassie can't keep pretending that she doesn't have feelings for Nick. When it becomes too painful to keep with things the way they are, she decides maybe they should part ways since he doesn't want her -- but doesn't want anyone else to have her, either.

Not From Stars (Shadowcat) - Ten Years Gone, 1961 words, Unrated
Instead, at the end of it, there had been a big fight between them and he had lost his temper. He had yelled at her and said things he had never expected to say. Not to Cassie. “You don’t get it, Cassie! You’re just a kid and you don’t understand how it feels when two adults are really in love. When you grow up --”

ohtempora - out there in the weather, 1353 words, PG-13
They flew into New York two days ago and it snowed.

okdreaming - Faith of the Heart, 1015 words, PG-13
Fluff. Nick's thoughts as he waits for Cassie. Set six or so years after the events of the movie.

orphan_account - This Secret Language, 1744 words, PG-13
Nick ran when Cassie made her move. Five years later, she's got to find him fast.

peacefulsands - Having To Say Yes, 417 words, PG-13
He knows he should try and develop some sort of immunity to that look on her face...

pencilsinabag - don't you dare stop, 1166 words, R
She counts every scar she knows—that jagged one just below his collarbone from a Mover she didn't see coming, tiny cigarette burn scars from that one time a Screamer thought torture by burning would be better then shattering his ear drums.

Prix / failsafe - Fragments, 3630 words, Unrated
Sometimes, Cassie sees things she really doesn't like. Sometimes, she imagines things she does. Most of the time, a few of both come true.

exceptionally well-written pwincess - Eventual, 1676 words, PG
This was always going to happen.

pwincess - Monday's Child, 2526 words, PG-13
I wanted to do seven vignettes, little slices of Nick and Cassie's friendship. They do not follow chronological order. Merry Christmas to you!

favorite RaeRaeC / shoesatplaces - For Granted, 494 words, PG
Ficlet in which Cassie realizes she had begun to take Nick for granted. I have marked this story as complete, but more than likely this will become a collection of all the Push ficlets I have (there are a lot). Anyway, talk at me, I'm always looking for more plot bunnies to write.

RaeRaeC / shoesatplaces - Learn to Love You, 3874 words, Unrated
Basically Nick and Cassie realizing that they are in love or will be in love at different times. Chapter 1, Cassie third person POV, Cassie is way underage, but theres nothing untoward. Chapter 2, Nick first person POV, Cassie is still underage but less so, and STILL nothing happens, because Nick is Nick.

favorite RaeRaeC / shoesatplaces - Some Nostalgia (And The Less Fond Memories That Go With It), 1041 words, G
Nicks thoughts on a couple major events pertaining to Cassie. Nick POV. One Shot.

random_chick - the closest thing to completion, 1042 words, PG-13
What he thinks is right isn’t what she thinks is right and it’s just this giant mess that will never resolve the way she wants. But she can dream, can’t she, and dream she does.

exceptionally well-written redbrunja - My Heart Will Surely Fail, 626 words, R
So she's on the run with a totally hot older guy with stubble and shoulders and blue eyes and she's possibly going to die very very soon (long story, not that entertaining) the point is, given that life is short and Nick is hot, doesn't it make sense that once, just once, they should hook up?

redbrunja - No Maps To Where I Want To Be, 417 words, PG-13
Just because you know something happens, doesn't mean you have a roadmap for how to get there.

RileyMasters - It Should've Been Me, 187 words, PG-13
Two years, eight months, seventeen days, four hours, fifty-six minutes, and nine seconds. That's how long it's been since you died.

RileyMasters - She Didn't See It Coming, 110 words, PG-13
She could See him, but she didn't see the car coming.

RileyMasters - Watching and Moving, 1363 words, PG-13
He never judged her when she would spend days silent, lost in thought, thinking back to the days before her mother was taken. Written for LiveJournal's 1sentence challenge: theme set Gamma.

favorite river_soul - The Sky Was Dark (But You Were Clear), 949 words, PG-13
The first time he touches her, really touches her with any intent she’s 17 and half dead from the Stitches’ hands.

favorite Screech Owl - Velle, 942 words, PG-13
Nick deals with feelings for sixteen-year-old Cassie. Contains language and slight smut.

favorite SerpentsAttire - Diadre, 1367 words, PG-13
At first the problem was that she was 13 and he was 26. Ten years was too much for Nick to handle. Granted, that was 3 years ago, and they weren't hunting the American Division then. Nick/Cassie Oneshot.

favorite SerpentsAttire - Move, 786 words, R
Things just seemed to Move without alerting him first. Nick/Cassie drabble. Rating for language.

favorite exceptionally well-written sevenfoxes - birds of paradise, 9347 words, R
Nick wants to say that Cassie looks older, that the twenty-one year old woman standing in front of him looks nothing like the seventeen year old girl he last saw heading to bed in a motel room in Omaha wearing pajama pants with cupcakes on them. Her hips are a little broader, her face a little wider, and she’s grown another inch or two, but it’s the same girl. She’s always looked like this: fierce, tempestuous, beautiful. Nick makes a choice and bears the cost.

favorite exceptionally well-written sevenfoxes - the present and probable future, 5165 words, R
"Every decision echos upward. Every choice you could possibly make, every branch of eventuality. That's what watchers see - probability. That's why our visions are so fleeting. The future never changes - decisions just tell us which branch off the path a person will actually take. The good watchers can see more than a few hours into the paths, navigate them, follow the decisions to the inevitable conclusion of the probability. Some can see days - years - into the future." The future is a game of chance. Nick's always been a gambler.

SevlinRipley - 173, 444 words, PG-13
Prompt: Instead of staying in the hotel room, Nick went with Cassie when she bought the alcohol. They get drunk together.

favorite SevlinRipley - 296: We get closer, and closer again, 444 words, PG
Set almost directly post-movie.

SevlinRipley - CDLXIII., 489 words, PG-13
What better excuse to go shopping?

shallowness - Birthday Girl, 1061 words, PG
Cassie gets ahead of herself

shallowness - Energy Conservation, 727 words, PG
While worrying about her future, again, Cassie receives a piece of advice.

shinykari (meinterrupted) - a near perfect day, 656 words, R
Nick and Cassie, and a rare moment of peace.

shinykari (meinterrupted) - Love, Like an Hourglass, 3090 words, X
Love is like an hourglass, with the heart filling up as the brain empties.

favorite shinykari (meinterrupted) - whiskey sour on your tongue, 1100 words, PG-13
In which Cassie drinks, draws, and pines, and Nick is less oblivious than previously indicated. (Kind of. He's still an idiot, though.)

favorite sinverguenza - The Mansions of Los Feliz, 3133 words, PG-13
Nick and Cassie have a bit of trouble communicating.

smaragdbird - Late nights, movies and a touch of hope, 1101 words, X
Nick and Cassie are hiding out at a cinemaplex

favorite exceptionally well-written StrangeL0ve - Lolita in Hong Kong, 2742 words, PG-13
Nick/Cassie. After the movie ends, they have to bunk up someplace for the night, don't they? And it's just the two of them. For the first time. *ALL ALONE.* Awkwardness, among other things, ensues.

Stratagem - Chocolate Kisses, 211 words, PG
Valentine's Day drabble/ficlet. Nick gets things for Cassie on Valentine's Day, whether she likes it or not.

StudentofDust - Sparks, 2201 words, PG-13
There are more fireworks going on tonight than just the ones in the sky... Nick/Cassie, duh. Late Fourth of July fic, sorry for the delay... Rated T for some mild sexuality.

StudentofDust - Tales of a Graveside Lover, 629 words, PG-13
I let you down. Now, I must pay the ultimate price... Oneshot.

WIP StudentofDust - The Care Knot, 12015 words, PG-13
Nothing is ever as it seems. You of all people should know that... Nick/Cassie. Not sure how many chapters there will be yet.

StudentofDust - What I Choose, 984 words, G
Words have power. So why do we so often pretend they are meaningless? They most certainly are not...

sunrunnersioned - Not a Vision, 146 words, PG
It’s just another few words on her note.

talia_ae - might find me anyway, 749 words, R
In Kiev, Cassie hacks off her hair, and Nick comes to a realization.

tigriswolf / wild wolf free17 - there comes a time for us all, 400 words, PG

unfinishedidea - she won't let me in there, 3291 words, PG-13
It’s a stupid mistake, Cassie knows. It’s a stupid mistake, but Nick doesn’t let it go.

favorite unrequitedangst - Facet, 1768 words, PG-13
When it's over, they still aren't dead yet. Time passes like this in clock-hand sweeps, minutes and hours, a day just like the one before, the one just after. Snapshots in Cassie's life five years after Hong Kong, some or all or none of which might come true.

venacavaa - Watch, 299 words, PG
She watches, so who watches her?

victoria_p (musesfool) - All Right and Satisfied, 1527 words, X
Nick loves when Cassie's like this, her slim frame as powerful as a Mack truck when she rolls over him and uses him every way she can to get off.

victoria_p (musesfool) - Cartography for Beginners, 578 words, PG
Nick was lost, but now he's found.

favorite victoria_p (musesfool) - Changing our names in the sky, 1411 words, PG-13
Cassie doesn't leave him anywhere to hide.

favorite victoria_p (musesfool) - Denouement, 328 words, PG
It takes about six months for the truth to sink in.

favorite victoria_p (musesfool) - Derecho, 1323 words, PG
Underneath the noise, their fights are all about the same thing: they're terrified and they don't have anyone else to take it out on.

favorite victoria_p (musesfool) - Dreams have never made my bed, 1506 words, R
Cassie's fourteen the first time she has a vision of Nick fucking her.

favorite exceptionally well-written victoria_p (musesfool) - Driving with the brakes on, 13650 words, X
Nick discovers a way to help Cassie see more clearly. It's a little sketchier than he's comfortable with.

favorite exceptionally well-written victoria_p (musesfool) - I can still hear you when you dream, 3864 words, R
Cassie doesn't believe in shadowy government conspiracies, and she doesn't even know anybody named Nick.

victoria_p (musesfool) - If You Wear That Velvet Dress, 3611 words, R
Nick and Cassie occasionally pretend to be a couple. Nick tries not to think about wanting it to be real.

favorite victoria_p (musesfool) - Leaving Normal, 375 words, PG
"What is this?" "A chance at normal." Nick gives her an eager smile. "A chance to get out of this life and have everything you deserve."

victoria_p (musesfool) - Objects in the Mirror May Be Closer Than They Appear (The Didn't See That Coming Dance Mix), 5500 words, R
Five times Nick surprised Cassie.

victoria_p (musesfool) - The Wake Up Call, 2377 words, R
Nick knows he needs Cassie--loves her--more than anything or anyone else in the world. But it's not until this moment that he recognizes that he wants her.

favorite victoria_p (musesfool) - This voltage to ignite, 3814 words, R
It's not the sex that makes her worry; it's all the stuff that goes with it.

exceptionally well-written victoria_p (musesfool) - yes I said yes I will Yes., 1226 words, PG-13
Cassie doesn't lie to Nick. She just keeps things from him sometimes.

vinylroad - roll the dice, 2194 words, PG-13
On her eighteenth birthday, Nick gives Cassie a small box. It isn't wrapped, the lid of it just taped down, but she doesn't care. When you spend most of your days squatting in abandoned apartment complexes and motels that rent by the hour, you learn to make due with the bare minimum. She's mostly surprised he remembered in the first place. Neither one of them do anniversaries or birthdays; marking time is the easiest way to get stuck in the past, to remember the things you've loved and lost.

weasleytook - nobody's mentioned how this will end, 947 words, PG
Written for an AU fic meme on Tumblr, prompt was "going away to war AU". Cassie has her orders and it's time to go.

weasleytook - When You've Learned the Art of Dying, 5597 words, PG-13
Her gift is her burden, but if it means she can keep Nick from dying, she'll do whatever it takes to make that happen.

favorite weasleytook - You & I (Nobody in the World), 6223 words, X

WhereIsYourHeart10 - You're The Closest To Heaven That I'll Ever Be, 3260 words, R
"Told you, she says simply, and pulls the trigger." Sometimes it takes the worst of events to bring destined people together. They'd figured that out before anyway. Nick/Cassie Rated M for violence/swearing.

favorite yoruichiyoshi12 - Drabbles, 820 words, PG-13

zarabithia - Someday You'll Understand, 1991 words, R
Just because you've done it doesn't mean you're an expert.

zauberer_sirin - quick as a curse, 1004 words, R
Cassie's new drawing makes Nick more uncomfortable than he cares to admit. Prompt: Fate.


Nick Gant/Cassie Holmes, Nick Gant/Cassie Holmes/Kira Hudson, Nick Gant/Kira Hudson

Lady Angel - The Third Generation, 280 words, X


Nick Gant/Cassie Holmes, Nick Gant/Kira Hudson

Daddys-little-gurl4ever - Sometimes She Hates Watching, 932 words, PG-13
ONESHOT Cassie fed up with the moans and groans of Kira and Nick, wanders into the Tokyo night. A girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do.

December'sRose - Frequent Changes, 1766 words, R
Cassie isn’t sure why the final puzzle piece doesn‘t fall into place. Nick/Cassie one-shot. For Lady Azura.

favorite Doranwen - lose with eloquence, 200 words, PG-13
Kira's no Watcher, but it doesn't always take precognition to see the future.

headup-gorgeous - Living in the Future, 1499 words, PG-13
Taking in the whole room in hopes of finding something to distract her from this scene, it was then that she knew her true fear that even the tiger hadn't been able to provoke. [one shot/future-fic/character insight]

WIP IsisIzabel - SNAP, 6981 words, R
Set 6 years after Push; Cassie is living in New York while Kira & Nick are living in Australia, but a series of events put them back in each others' world. Eventual Cassie/Nick. Rated M for later chapters.

kittydesade - The Rainbow Connection, 17483 words, R
The next ten years are life-changing for Nick and Cassie. Almost captured, almost escaping, finding the one weapon they could use to destroy Division and unable to decide how to use it. Finding themselves at the center of a revolution and leading a war to survive, somehow they manage to keep each other sane and whole long enough to reach their happy ending.

LaPaige - Feel, 2163 words, PG
He's like her. He's trying to run away from who he is. Maybe that's why he's the only person in this goddamn world she's learning to trust. Cassie Centric.

WIP Liberty Roth - The Eye of the Tiger, 5324 words, PG-13
Cassie has a vision that makes her happy: Nick tells her that he loves her. She can See a tiger tattoo on his torso, though she knows he has no tattoos. When Cassie pushes herself away from Nick and Kira, she’s almost sure that it will never happen. N/C.

lily_zen - All Water Leads to the Ocean, 2402 words, R
After years of living separate lives, Cassie and Nick reunite. She's not the girl she once was, and that makes things both easier and harder for them.

Liviania - Knight in Shining Armor, 1298 words, PG-13
Nick and Kira break up and everything continues from there.

favorite Mynuet - Necessary Sacrifices, 15442 words, PG-13
Nick sacrificed everything to make sure Cassie was safe and had a chance to grow up. He didn't realize she would fight just as hard to get him back.

Mystewitch - Someone to Watch Over Me, 84370 words, PG-13
It's been four years since that night we walked off into what I thought was a happy ending. Two years since I last saw him. A few urgent words, a few threats and there I was, right back where I started, trying to save Nick's life before it was too late.

pink_lemonade (lamourche) - Daydreams, 10125 words, R
As much as other girls daydreamed about having superpowers, Cassie daydreamed about being a regular teenager. That boring life sounded so easy, so refreshingly dull. She wouldn't be chased by men with guns. She wouldn't see visions of her own death. She wouldn't have an age-inappropriate attraction to a guy who ruffled her hair and called her kiddo. She really wanted that boring life sometimes. There was definitely something wrong with her, because sometimes she wanted this life too. Like right now. Nick bursts out the back door of the run-down gambling house in Macau. The evening didn't go as well as it should have, she guesses, what with the way he’s stuffing bills in his pockets and yelling at her to run.

favorite rejeneration - Challenge #09 – Kiss Kiss, Bang Bang, 500 words, R
500 words (exactly) for the new movie challenge community, film_land.

SevlinRipley - 46: Her devious smile, 1012 words, PG-13
Cassie may be young, but she's smart too.

slipsthrufingers - Disremember, 10284 words, R
“Are you going to make me forget everything that’s happened?”

WIP StudentofDust - More Questions Than Answers, 3126 words, PG-13
One phone call, one conversation. That was all it took for Nick to doubt everything about what surrounded Kira's death. And now that he has his doubts, the only thing left is to look for answers. Where those answers lead, though... Eventual Nick/Cassie.

vera_invenire / ceitean - Necessary Precautions, 1787 words, PG
Cassie has learned to always have a back-up plan. Even against her own mother.

favorite youcallitwinter / WhenLighteningStrikes - stay a while, and maybe then you'll see, 2632 words, PG-13
The second time she gets drunk, they've just caught up with Kira in London. Nick/Cassie. Nick/Kira. Cassie's POV.


Nick Gant/Cassie Holmes, Nick's dad/Cassie's mom

favorite Eternal Scribe (Shadowcat) - Twilight Descends On Our Silhouette, 2651 words, PG
Jonah Gant and Elizabeth Holmes had been friends most of their lives. When they have to part ways to keep Jonah's son safe, Elizabeth tells Jonah to remember about the flower. Years later, Elizabeth's daughter, Cassie, gives Nick Gant a flower. That act changes both of their lives.


Nick Gant/Cassie Holmes, OMC/OFC

lily_zen - Sirens Still Bleed Red, 6471 words, R
Immediately following the events of The Ocean Is Home to Sirens, Cassie begins having obscure visions. She and Nick have a decision to make: do they do the heroic thing (and end up on the run again) or do they turn the other cheek?


Nick Gant/Kira Hudson

brite_city - Small Pancakes and Panics, 686 words, G
It's breakfast time.

celaenos - making room on a boat i built for one, 3119 words, R
She finds them in Berlin.

Feather (lalaietha) - Borderline, 550 words, R
If Nick weren't so good at telling the differences, this wouldn't be okay.

havocthecat - Push Back, 1146 words, PG
Kira and Emily are supposed to meet up with Nick and Cassie, but when they don't show, Kira and Emily have to find out what happened to them.

sabrina_il (marina) - Away from Connie Island, 620 words, PG-13
Kira and Nick get away for a while.

shallowness - Magnetic North, 2058 words, PG
Kira didn’t Push everything out of Nick’s mind. Cassie starts seeing him beside her in her visions again.


Nick's dad/Cassie's mom

mercurybard - Farewell Casablanca, 886 words, R
What is a Watcher willing to give up to give her people a chance. Written for my au_bingo card. Prompt-Alternate History: Someone was never born.


OMC/OFC

lily_zen - Home Is A Distant Dream, 11137 words, PG-13
Jay, who is introduced in The Ocean Is Home to Sirens, is the protagonist of part one of this story. Taylor, who is introduced in part one, is the protagonist of part two. Both characters play key roles in the next story in the series and beyond. This is mostly to set up their history so that you, the reader, are not lost.


Victor Budarin/OFC

LGTracy - Time Tweak, 716 words, Unrated
The immediate after events of the movie Push including a hint at the origin of bad guy bad@$$ Victor Budarin. One shot.


No major ships

amaresu - Bent Corners, 726 words, PG
All she's gotta do is find the lady.

amaresu - Domino Effect, 785 words, PG
Kira really did work for Division and Elizabeth Holmes did a lot of things before letting herself be captured.

favorite exceptionally well-written anenko - life, death (present, future), 479 words, PG-13
This is her gift.

anenko - Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, 1044 words, PG-13
Every Watcher alive saw her own death.

BridgetMcKennitt - Resistance Was Always In The Works, 1549 words, PG
He wanted to stick it to Division in any way he could, so of course he was going to agree to Nick's (and Cassie's) plan.

BridgetMcKennitt - Road Is Longest, 100 words, PG
Prompt: the road is longest when one goes alone

Chibifukurou - Changing Course, 1525 words, PG-13
Henry Carver met Seth Carver at a foster home. That meeting changed the course his life would take.

Doranwen - Child of the Long Game, 200 words, PG
Being a parent and a Watcher at the same time is the hardest job she'll ever have.

Doranwen - Normal Is(n't) Overrated, 200 words, PG
Cassie's never had a normal childhood, and most of the time that's okay.

favorite Feather (lalaietha) - Wake Up Call, 164 words, PG-13
Improving telekinesis can be unexpectedly exciting.

Flikky - Have A Little Faith, 414 words, PG
Post-movie, Cassie's left behind while Nick and Kira try to rescue her mother and she's not convinced this is a good idea.

favorite exceptionally well-written Jedi Buttercup (jedibuttercup) - Horseshoe Nail, 1400 words, PG-13
This can't be right, Nick thought, syringe falling from his fingers as tongues of fire spread up through his veins.

favorite exceptionally well-written Jedi Buttercup (jedibuttercup) - If Not For The Life That Was, 1800 words, PG-13
She doubts the truth all the time, now. But there are no more red envelopes in her purse to provide her with convenient answers.

favorite exceptionally well-written jonesandashes - open problem, 3148 words, PG-13
It’s Cassie who finds the number.

exceptionally well-written kittydesade - Consequence, 1766 words, PG-13

kittydesade - Job Offer, 2534 words, PG-13
Cassie contacts Pop Girl with an offer she's not in a position to refuse.

favorite exceptionally well-written LithiumDoll - Midnight Boxcars, 1150 words, PG
He doesn’t know where he picks up the set of cheap, red plastic dice. Probably from one of shelters. Two sixes are boxcars, Nate tells him, breath sour with whiskey and meds. Midnight, Dory disagrees. They go back to arguing over their chess game; he never sees them again.

favorite exceptionally well-written mercurybard - a stitch away from making it, 781 words, PG
and a scar away from falling apart

favorite exceptionally well-written mercurybard - Coffin Bed, 305 words, PG
They are determined not to let her body waste away

mercurybard - Got Me Walkin A Wire, 393 words, PG
A peek inside the skull of one Nick Gant, second-generation Mover (or whatever the kids are calling it these days).

mercurybard - Tempest in a Teacup, 301 words, PG
“Agent Kira Hollis, reporting in,” she says briskly.

favorite exceptionally well-written Morbane - Hollow Out the Truth and Hide Inside, 2322 words, PG
If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything. - Mark Twain Pushers use constructed stories, backstories, to convince their targets of selected ideas. Hook and Emily project their stories into the future.

shallowness - Filling in the outline, 893 words, PG
Tired and cranky on a layover after leaving Hong Kong, Cassie finds something out about Nick she didn't know before.

shallowness - Life in motion, 209 words, PG-13
Cassie-centric ficlet.

WIP soiheard - Pushed, 9788 words, PG-13
Immediate sequel to Push. Kira has just touched down at the North American Division Facility while Nick and Cassie begin to pick up the pieces back in Hong Kong.

StudentofDust - She Was Falling So Fast, 256 words, PG
If you were falling, would you want someone to save you? Or would you just want it all to end... No matter what the cost?

tigriswolf / wild wolf free17 - little crystals, titillating the light, 89 words, PG

torches - fresh meaning to torn ideas, 3116 words, R
Time stops. Time starts.


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